February 24, 2010

We are One Human Race

It does not matter what city, state, or country in which we reside. It does not matter what religion we practice or if we practice a religion at all. It does not matter what the color of our skin, hair, or eyes. What matters is the one thing that unites us all: the human race.

If I choose to take some of my hard-earned money and donate it to a global cause, that is a privilege I have that comes with earning that money. If I choose to donate to local charities or to help my neighbor, that is a privilege I have. If I choose to use that same money to help those I know the best: my family or my closest friends, that is a privilege I have earned. Or if I choose to selfishly spend my money on my self and my own desires, this too, is a privilege that I have earned.

It sickens me that so many people are anti-aiding people in other countries.

I am not referring to those people who are struggling to make ends meet on their own and do not have an extra dollar to send. I am not necessarily referring to those who do have an extra dollar to send, but choose not to; as stated earlier, earning and owning money comes with the privilege of choosing what to do with said money. I am referring to those who exert so much energy bashing those who are sending money to aid those in other countries--countries whose residents have had everything ripped from them. (Think Indian Ocean Tsunami of 2004 or Haiti Earthquake of 2010.)

I understand that we have the right to freedom of speech, and it is people's right to publicly disagree with how others spend their time, energy, and money. I am not trying to take this right away from anyone. But I would like to kindly point out that this 'right' is a direct result of the privilege of being born into a country that grants its citizens this right.

I see the human race as one. The social injustices and devastation that citizens of other countries face hurts my heart; the way some people of the privileged world respond to these injustices and devastation hurts my soul. I promise you, as long as I have money and/or time to give, I will be helping others, both inside the boundaries of this country and outside.

I Am Who I Am...

I grew up on a gravel road in the middle of this country. I had a corn field or bean field behind my yard. (I know about rotating crops.) I know what it means to “go to town.” I also know the meaning of a friendly neighbor. I know that borrowing an egg or a cup of sugar did not die with my grandparents’ generation. I knew my neighbors: Mailboxes and front yards were as much a part of social hour as barstools were “in town.”

I graduated high school in a class of less than 100 people. I attended preschool with most of them. I attended school in a town where school events are the heart-and-soul of the town. I played on sports teams that were successful, even state champions. I also played musical instruments for a successful music program, state champions as well. I know what it is like to walk down a Smalltown sidewalk and have no anonymity. I also know the social isolation of not being invited to The Party of the weekend. I know what it is like to be one of only a few “first generation” kids to be living in Smalltown.

I know what it is like to go to University and expect the Smalltown hero to prevail, but Smalltown heroes lose their power when they are no longer in Smalltown. I know what it is like to earn top grades. I also know what it feels like to struggle to make average grades. I know the frustration of trying my hardest yet still falling short. I know what it feels like to be one among many. I know what it is like to have many talents, yet have them fall to mediocrity under the greater talents of others. I know what it is like when all that I have is just ‘good enough.’

I am on a journey. I have visited 41 states and 8 other countries. I seek to understand the human race. I am my mother’s daughter, but I am a Daddy’s girl. I have a young heart, but an old soul. I know that I am only one, but I am one who can make a difference to another one. Although I have some understanding of the needs of the world, there is no way to grasp the full demands of those needs. I know what it is like to feel the pain of hunger, yet I know where to turn for food. I know what it is like to face the cold, yet I know where to turn for warmth. I know what it is like to feel alone, yet I know where to turn for fellowship. I have had my spirit broken, but have not lost my soul. I have lived among the impoverished, but only as a visitor. I have missed a meal, but it was by choice.

I know what it is like to stand on the brink of the unknown, fully confident in the lessons learned and ready to face all the unknowns that lie ahead. I know what it is like to spread my wings, ready to make that great journey into the unknown, only to step off the ledge and realize I never learned to fly. Now knowing how to fly, I have learned there is a difference between flying and soaring, and I long to soar. I married my soul mate, even though I met him 5 years earlier than I had planned. I am smart enough to know that God’s plan is better than my plan. I seek to understand that plan and stay true to the course. I am a child with so much more to learn.